Its just me. Im the problem.
Nobody gets the answers they are looking for, especially me. For once, can somebody give me a clear answer, and break it down until it sticks in my head forever. Then my life would be a little bit easier.
Life is way to short, and it’s true you never really know how long you have with someone. Nobody deserves to die at a young age. You’ll always be in my heart Brian, I will never forgot you and the good times we’ve shared over the years! Rest easy big guy, forever young
Sometimes I wonder why certain situations don’t work out, but then I realize how much better off I’m going to be without your lying/cheating ass. Yeah, I miss you 98% of the time but for someone who “loved” me you really had a horrible way of showing it. I’m pretty sure when you’re truly “in love” with someone you look past their flaws and imperfections and still love them anyways. No matter how bitchy, insecure, moody, depressed, or sketchy they can be. You stay with them because they are what keeps you going and they are everything you ever wanted. You’re proud to be with them, and not hiding them like you were hiding me. I’m glad you cheated on me, because truthfully I wasn’t happy always fighting for your attention and waiting up all night for you to even say one word to me all day. Meeting you made me not want to leave again, but after seeing the person you truly are, you reminded me of the main reason why I was moving out of Ocala. To get away from people like you. Just remember you aren’t irreplaceable and already have been replaced with someone who treats me a thousand times better than you ever did or would have.